graceters

one semester to go and i'm DONE.

2007-10-09T08:47:00.001-07:00

quick post before i go to sleep. dami nangyari this past few days i'm just too lazy to post.

to start off, tungkol muna sa gig ng hale (hale101) sa st. dominic. di ko lam pano ko napapunta dito. si champ ata dahilan, hehe.

super wild ang crowd. parang ngayon lang nakakita ng banda. hehe. joke.

galeng mag drums ni kuya omnie :)

okay... next. trip to congress

maghahain sana kami ng impeachment complaint kay GMA kaso sabi isa lang per year.... hehe. joke.

indi ko alam kung anong kabalbalan etong ginawa namin... hehe. napapunta nyo ko ng q.c na 150 lng pera. haha. pero enjoy... kahit gutom :(

well sembreak na. last na 'to. hehe. enjoy!

Life is too short.

2007-10-01T08:23:00.000-07:00

Condolence.

Remember the kid I was telling you guys about… well he passed away. Euthanasia. Gaya ng sabi ko… mahirap, pero kailangan.

Kakaiba ‘tong day na ‘to. Parang ung weather nakikiramay, pati atmosphere ng ICU. Ganon talaga siguro. Malungkot

And to think na we thought di mangyayari sa group namin un. Tsk tsk.

Well on the other hand. I’m such a loser. Na late ako sa gig ng CL sa metrowalk. Grrr.. I tuned in sa hitfm, mga 10pm na ata nun (medyo toxic kasi) to check if di pa tapos ung CL. I was hoping kasi madami ata bands nun kaya chances are na hindi pa sila tapos. Tas ayon… sakto. Sila na. Derecho bahay na lang :(

Next time na lang ulit.

just wondering

2007-09-28T03:43:00.000-07:00

kanina for the first time napanood ko video ng sanctuary... then parang napansin ko may familiar pictures dun. un nakita ko ung pic na ginawa ko na callalily. not that galit ako. i'm just wondering who took it. that's all. no big deal.

bakit humihikab kapag inaantok??? kasi...

2007-09-27T07:04:00.000-07:00

...when we yawn, it means we're sleepy or bored. some says its a gesture that says that bored or sleepy na ang isang tao... there are no exact explanation why we yawn when we're sleepy. but some scientist says na during na bo-bored or sleepy ang isang tao, nagiging shallow ang breathing causing less oxygen inside he lungs kaya humihikab ang tao, para makakuha ng madaming air.. parang reflex, kaya pag nahikab diba nagiging alert again kasi madami na ulit oxygen???

Bakit pagkatapos kumain eh inaantok...?
..kasi ung energy na ko- consume ng pag digest ng food. mahirap mag digest ng food akala nyo ba.

bakit nagkakahang-over kapag nalalasing???

medyo mahirap i explain. pero try natin haha. ala ko magawa eh

first, may substance ang beer or whatever alcoholic drinks man 'yan na nakaka dehydrate, kaya masakit sa ulo. malaki epekto nun sa liver ng tao (diba sabi sa commercial???) kapag sobra, kasi ang liver ang nagsusuply ng glucose sa tissues ng katawan pati sa utak... kaya pag mahina glucose sa katawan... walang energy ang brain. kaya ayon. bangag.

Im not britney spears... But im sooo toxic!

Kabanas. I have to make a poem, a short story, and a skit tonight. Heck. Gragraduate na lang ang dami pang arte. PRC form di pa ayos pati case presentation ano ba 'yan.

Tas hindi ko pa naponood chicosci today. Tas pati callalily. Tas hale tom.. Aray.

Kanina sa class super antok na ko. Ung mata ko napipikit na talaga(nakapikit na talaga ata?). Grrr. Katamad mag aral na sobra.

what will you do if you were given 2 days to fight for your life?

2007-09-26T08:28:00.000-07:00

i hate it. he was just a kid... just a kid.

first day pa lang... we were reminded not to be too emotional about a patient's situation. yakang-yaka. i'm not really emotional. emo lang pag pagod and toxic. pero iba talaga.

he's not even under my care.

super close sila. his whole family. lalo na ung brother nya. even his classmates and teachers visit him. yesterday his teacher visited him tas may dalang letters from his classmates.

nakakarinig pa din siya. hindi lang maka respond. basta. if na coma ang isang tao. the last thing na mawawala sa kanya eh ung pandinig nya.it helps din. ung encouragement.

then the doctor said today na medyo maliit na ung chance. since machine na lang ang tumutulong sa kanya.

kid... i'm gonna give you 2 to 3 days only, maximum.
i know his dad's very sad. mahirap sabihin ung mga salitang 'yon, lalo na nakikita mo na super close sila lahat.

mahirap mag-give up, pero kelangan.

i hope wala na cya sa room na un next monday. not because something bad happened to him, pero dahil gumaling na sya.

ang definition nga ni "nanay" sa ICU eh... "dito ung mga taong naghihingalo na"...

saklap.

life is too short talaga.

ICU scandal daw???

2007-09-21T05:56:00.000-07:00

dahil sa boredom haha.

astig carrunch. IR tau nyan!

condolence...

2007-09-20T07:32:00.000-07:00

...to lem and family.

i'm very sick today. absent tuloy ako. nahawa na ata ko sa mga tao sa hospital kahapon. hay.

medyo masipag ako today kaya nakagawa ng layout. tulad ng dati. promise i uupdate ko always. hehe.

new layout!

2007-09-20T04:16:00.001-07:00

hehe sinipag ah :D

and then there was 7….

2007-07-26T10:19:00.000-07:00

… we now present the SEVENTH and LAST instalment in the epic tale of HARRY POTTER…

It took me almost 4 days to finish the book. Funny really… I usually finish reading a book within a day. Not to mention I don’t really have a lot of things to do…

Well I don’t really want to finish the book early, considering it’s the last of the series. There won’t be another one.

Some of my predictions are right, mostly are wrong really. I’m not good in predicting really… like I said.

If you want to read my opinion about the book (may contain spoilers). Just highlight between the arrows.

Well… spoiler warning :)

Lets start with my predictions…

---> about the Snape thing… why Dumbledore trusts him so much because he knows something about him and Snape doesn’t want anyone to know about it… I was kinda right bout it but not with the ‘trust’ thingy… more like a blackmailing (for me).

> well as we all know already… Harry really end up with Ginny, as well as Ron with Hermione.

> Harry never became an auror. The book never mentioned anything about Harry’s work afterwards.

> Dursleys? They’re under the Order’s protection. Harry never saw them again. <---

Enough of my predictions…

---> I don’t know much about Stan Shunpike and what’s his story, but he’s a freakin’ Death Eater. For real.

> when J.K said 2 characters will die in the book… she meant 8 very important characters.

> well obviously, you know already whose gonna die in the end, since I’ve mentioned already that Harry will end up with Ginny, and with all this ‘neither can live while the other survives,’ prophecy.

> every little magical stuff in the book, every gift given to Harry is significant to the story, even the snitch. Especially the cloak.

> they used Polyjuice potion to disguise Harry (7 Potters) just to get him safely to the Burrow… unfortunately, all 7 Potters were attacked. (Fred George Hermione Ron Ginny Mundugus Fleur). They’ve found out who the real Harry is when Harry used a disarming spell, and Death Eaters believe that it is Harry’s signature move. <---

horcrux, horcrux, and more horcrux…

---> Harry had destroyed all Horcruxes.

> Harry is indeed one of the Horcruxes. Nagini too.

> You have to use a very powerful object to destroy a Horcrux, something that will give damage that’s beyond magical repair, (like Gryffindor’s Sword, basilisk fang…)

> Voldemort accidentally made Harry a Horcrux when he tried to kill him when he Harry was young.

> the twin cores (the wand thing) kinda protected Harry from Voldemort.

> the series’ mainly all about Harry, Ron, and Hermione looking for horcruxes. <---

Deathly Hallows?

---> Well its some sort of Holy Grail in ‘DaVinci Code’. It was part of a children’s fairy tale, story of three brothers. Three objects collectively known as ‘Deathly Hallows’. Some wizards believe that it exists while others don’t. The first one can make you the ‘Master of Death”, second can bring back dead people, and the last can give you invisibility. Harry already has one of them (and I think you know what that is ;) <---

How the story ended?

---> Exactly how reader’s wanted to end it. And what everyone’s predicting it’s going to end. As simple as that. (I kinda hate it really. Kinda boring)

> Harry sacrificed himself for others. Why he’s still alive? Uhm… read the book.

> Harry named their children James, Lily, Albus Severus. Really funny.

> I won’t say anything about Snape. It will spoil everything. And also about Dumbledore. (He’s not going back, okay? Just to make it clear. J.K told us that loads of times before)<---

Others who died? Well….

---> … The book is worth P1350, and if it looks like it’s not worth it… it’s worth it, really. Kind lousy lang at the end... But it’s worth it. <--

What I really love about the book is that walang ‘palabok’ or anything na hindi naman dapat kasama or something like that. Fight scenes started immediately at the beginning of the book. And all the characters from the previous books na parang worthless eh significant pala sa end. So you have to remember the names! Haha.

astig (haha) ung last part, fight scenes, when everyone’s preparing for Voldemort’s attack at Hogwarts. Everyone’s there to fight. Coolness.

Well I think the story is about courage, bravery, betrayal, trust, sacrifice and LOVE... really.

I’m soo excited…

2007-07-19T10:18:00.000-07:00

…on how the book will end. Very sad but happy at the same time… since it’s the last… still! There’s a lot of things to find out… hay… can’t wait! Next week I’ll visit the bookstore again to look for a book na ma-hu-hook ako.

And before anything else… I have to make my own predictions… just like my “harry potter” friends. I’m not good in predicting really.

> Ginny will end up with Harry.

> Since Harry’s so young to be a headmaster, (but I think he will someday) he’ll be an auror instead.

> Fred and George will die. Since they’ve been creating very useful stuffs that can be used against dark arts, or I think they’ve invented something really useful that kinda threatened voldemort in some ways…

> I don’t think voldemort will die… since he’s been drinking unicorn’s blood. If my memory serves me right… unicorn’s blood will make you somewhat immortal but you’ll be suffering. I think his powers will only be neutralized. Even though I wish Harry would kill voldemort, I think napaka-boring naman if the story will end na namatay si Voldemort.

> Snape’s evil even when Dumbledore started to trust and defend him, but I think he kinda changed when he realized Dumbledore really trusts him. If Fred and George won’t be killed, then I think it will be Snape.

> Dumbledore knows something about Snape that made him trust Snape so much.

> I’m not really sure what will happen to the Dursleys, I think they’ll play a significant role in Harry’s life in this book. Maybe Aunt Petunia’s a squib.

> Dumbledore knows that Harry will build an army (DA) if he accept Umbridge to teach in Hogwarts. (uhmm maybe he’ll be the next DADA teacher?)

> I think the story will end depending on how the reader wants to end it... on how the reader will interpret the ending... tingin ko hindi mag e-end ung book just like that. ung parang may "solid" na ending.

i love harry potter and i love the movie. period.

2007-07-14T10:17:00.000-07:00

This is not really a spoiler. just wanna share to you guys what i think about the movie.

first of all, i suggest that you read the book or watch the first 4 movies first. It’s really hard to understand what the movie is about if you haven't got any idea who is Harry potter and what's his story. coz they've squeezed the whole book into an almost 3hr movie to the point that you can't understand a scene coz its too short, like you can't see what's the scene for unless you've read the book and you know what's going on in that particular scene?? gets????

and ang bilis nila mag jump from one scene to another.... parang... for those who read the book... you know na may kasunod pa iyon... tas biglang next scene na... kainis... bitin..

and they used some of the famous lines from the book... hehe. i looovvvee it!

i hate cho chang. PERIOD!

in the book its supposed to be cho chang's friend and not her actually ung nagsumbong about the D.A thing. buti nga! after harry kissed you! grrr.

and super ikli ng fight scenes... ung sa department of mysteries? super ikli. pati ung fight scenes ni dumbledore and voldemort... huhu ang ikli. i expected more! and indi man lang nga sinabi ni Voldemort, "there's nothing worst that death, Dumbledore!" indi nga sila nagusap kahit sandali man lang.

After watching Sir Michael Gambon in 3 HP movies, I still prefer Sir Richard Harris. He’s more Dumbledore-ish to me. Sorry.

Kawawa naman si hagrid… he’s one of the main characters in the movie… tas 2 scenes lang ata siya…

and hindi man lang na justify ung scene when Sirius died! He died just like that! grrrrr.... ( i cried when sirius died... i'm such a cry baby.)

super ikli din ng scenes ni tonks... hmp!

all and all. i still love the movie. i'm soooo bias.... i know... even na alam kong super squeezed ung movie. i still loooove harry potter. whatever happens. I know kelangan talaga nilang I- squeeze ung movie.

can't wait for book 7! out next week! can't wait to find out how it'll all end...

i suggest (again) you watch the movie.

hello!

2007-07-10T10:09:00.000-07:00

wow long time no post... kinda lazy kasi. haha!

well some quick updates only...

fete dela Musique Malate...

MEG ANNIVERSARY

JTC

for the 5th time...

2007-06-07T06:25:00.000-07:00

...i watched FF: AC again and still doesn't have a clue what the story is really about. heck. see what good graphics can do?! somebody please tell me.

I still don't get this lifestream, new planet, jenova thing in the story. I understand it naman. But ung background ng story di ko ma-gets. Ewan ko ba. ung s manga event sa MOA wala man lang nag dress up as vincent valentine. gulagulanit na nga un costume ni vincent di pa magaya. tsk tsk

And this morning i went to imus then itong driver ng jeepney eh nagbayad ko ng P20, then sabi nya kung may barya daw ko. So i gave him P10, tas sabi 'pareho lang eh' HELLOOO!?!? kelan pa naging pareho ang P20 sa P10?! pag binigyan ba kita ng 10 eh susuklian mo ko ng 13?! peste.

THIS SACRED WINE, IT'S A TOAST TO ALL OUR CRIMES. BROTHERS, I'M YOURS.

Grrr!

2007-06-04T04:18:00.000-07:00

Bat ang daming paimportanteng doktor. peste.10 ang appointment dadating ng 1hr later. heck. yang mga paimportanteng doktor na yan dapat sinusumpa. Dami daming pinaghihintay.

Tapos super init pa today tas super gutom ka pa sasabayan pa ng kakulitan ng dad mo, kasungitan ng mom mo, mayayabang na drivers (haller!! Nasan ang name mo sa parking? Reserved ka ba!?!?), trafik!

Bakit ganon!?

2007-05-31T22:40:00.000-07:00

La lang, kasi bakit ganon...pag 25 yrs old ka na sasabihan ka na ang tanda tanda mo na, tas pag magpapakasal ka ng 25 y/o sasabihan ka ng ang bata-bata mo pa magpakasal. Tas ung mga 65 y/o natural masasabihan ng matanda na talaga un pero pag namatay sasabihan ng maagang namatay. Pag 18 y/o naman sasabihin na matanda ka na rin tas pag nabuntis ka, sasabihan ka na namang bata ka pa para mabuntis. Ang gulo.

ako, i'm 19 y/o and for me bata pa din ung age ko, kasi ako ung 19 na, pero pag sa ibang mas bata, hala elders na ang dating :) lagi sesermunan, '19 ka na di marunong magluto, maglaba, magplantsa' tas pag mag aask ka ng permission to go out, to do stuffs, sasabihan ka ng 'ang bata mo pa para sa ganyan' asos. Siguro may some points or situation nga talaga na bata and matanda ka na na matuturing (shit ang lalim)

kagabi naman kasi nasabihan na naman ko ng 'matanda' na nung nalaman na 19 na ko. Anong matanda sa 19??? I just turned 19 lang din. Sos. Ayoko sa lahat tinatawag ko 'ate', i know sign of respect un. Basta yaw ko talaga. Pati ung 'po', di pa naman ko lola. Haller?

Amf gumagana na naman braincells ko (whatta geeeek!?) sa kakaisip...Wait reserve natin yan this school year.

2 semesters to go and I'M DONE.

2007-05-31T03:16:00.000-07:00

2 weeks to go before school starts, we still have thesis to do and to worry about, but still I’m lovin' it, and to think that next year will be different coz I’ll be dreading for the board exam for sure. I just have a feeling that my life will change next year, good or bad? Well I just have to wait and find out.

I just realize what course I really wanted (funny, well its too late since I’m on my final year already) something to do with computers, graphics or designing something like that, yeah nursing's cool (it is) because you get to know stuffs about health and all that, well you're not a surgeon or anything, but you still able to do the cool stuffs (like the ones in grey's anatomy sort of) but I don't think I excel in nursing. That's all. I thought college was just like that. Easy. You just have to get through it. But its not. Ayayay.

But still, I’m about to graduate.

Well I made plans already, after I graduate, I won't be taking the June exams, I’ll wait till December, my dad wanted me to take a 6 mos course of anything I want, but I decided that I’ll take pharmacology subject, don't know what school yet, coz I suck in pharmacology and it would really suck if I failed the board just because of that. I’ll be reviewing by my self and maybe a few months before December I’ll enroll to a review center.

wala na tayong masilungan.

2007-05-24T05:15:00.001-07:00

wala na tayong masilungan.

ang kaisa isang waiting shed na super laking tulong pag super init. tinanggal pa. nag-iisa na nga lang. tinaggal pa. chorva. nangingitim na ko.

just got home from san juan. my dad's doing okay na. kinda irritated lang. haha. but he's fine. and that's all that matters :)

ciao!

globe ka-summer

2007-05-20T05:28:00.000-07:00

wala talaga kong balak manood ng event ng globe sa moa yesterday... kasi dapat ang panonoorin ko show ng callalily ng 12nn that day... then we called ate gracie then sabi niya di daw tuloy na nilipat ng 8pm for the globe event... so since were already there and may super cool na manga event (evrywhere you look may mga naka costume na anime... meron nga naka costume ala jack sparrow!)

thanks pala kay ate MAY! friend ni alden, armo, yael, gosh, chris, ng itchyworms, ng sandwich, ng imago, ng lahat ng bands! ehehe. super cool! we were able na makapasok sa backstage ('artist' eh, hehe) then able to 'witness' super cool fireworks, able to meet the itchyworms, ms lougee and her boyfriend from sessionroad, then talk to callalily. all thanks kay ate may.

that's all folks, i hope ung plans namin for EB eh matuloy, i'm keeping my fingers crossed!

First of summer

2007-05-18T03:46:00.000-07:00

vacation na! Yey! 3 weeks! I'll be in san juan next week, sa cardinal santos hospital kasi ooperahan dad ko (grabe pati vacation nasa hospital)

i love maroon 5's new song... i heard it last night when they performed in american idol...though Adam lavine's looking so gayish, he still looks super gwapo ;-) and i hate last nights results! I thought jordin will be voted out! Aaargh! Why melissa? She has a great voice!

no wonder...

2007-05-14T02:39:00.000-07:00

...why people don't vote. its my first time to vote kanina and grabe.. super init. super crowded. super gulo ng system.

and grabeng kalat ng ink sa daliri ko ha.

di super saya ng show ng callalily sa rob imus nung friday. masaya kasi napanood ko sila again, then its aaron and alden's birthday kaya xtra special, then first time ko napanood si alden kumanta. kainis lang kasi ung crowd eh parang di pa kumakain, medyo matamlay na ewan, tapos they only performed 5 songs kasi they have another show pa sa marikina after nun. i was able to take good pictures! i think over 80 ata na shots but i uploaded only 20 kasi pareho lang naman sa iba. check na lang sa multiply site ko.

and naka meet din ako ng other peeps. hehe. i enjoyed their company sobra :D

Major in Circumcision

2007-05-11T01:25:00.000-07:00

I've never seen super daming *too*toot* in my life. kasi today we were invited by our c.i to help sa civil action ng barangay nila na libreng circumcision. and since na summer and wala pa pasukan, as expected na din, super daming kids ang pumunta kasi libre nga naman. first time ko ding maka witness ng ganon. aray. masakit pala talaga siguro. ehehe. dun na talaga magkakaalaman eh. hehe. ung isa. josko. kala mo babae kung makatili. super kung makatili. asos. nahuli tuloy. and ung iba naman eh tapang tapangan lang.

ngayon ko lang na prove na ang edad eh hindi basehan kung gano kalaki ang *too*toot*. ehehe. no offense ;) sorry bastos.

10 ata ung naging patient kanina. maganda sana if lahat nun eh counted for minor cases, eh only 2 lang ang pede. sayang ang pagod. heck. nursing sucks.

eto na pics ng mga photo addict. lahat ata ng kanto kelangan may picture :)

what happened to this picture? this is for real ha. not edited. wala kong gusto palabasin. nahiwagaan lang ako. siguro sa cam din na gamit ko.

ampucha. natakot ata sa face ko. nyahaha. ung isa edited na.

save the planet.

2007-05-10T04:53:00.001-07:00

I wanna take you to my world. and be happy....

but that's the way the things go wrong...
yes you know.

"to gain an understanding of global warming, it is necessary to get to know the science behind the issue".

There is no more important cause than the call to action to save our planet.

To understand more about GLOBAL WARMING. Please watch "An Inconvenient Truth".

can't wait

2007-05-05T22:33:00.000-07:00

uhmmm... i'm planning to watch it sa imax.... sino gusto sumama?! ehehe!

Mental Journey 9

2007-05-04T05:23:00.000-07:00

Day 9:

Evaluation???

heck. nag evaluation exam kami... super duper dami enumeration... then most of it puro drugs! grabe naman!

we went home early naman.. mga 11am

all in all. it was a great experince. we're already planning to visit them again. maybe this june if we have extra time :)

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BADTRIP

i went to sm bacoor today to watch callalily... when i got there.. super dami tao.. then ung stage eh puro tiangge kasi sale so medyo nagtaka na ko... then si joyce (ung friend na kasama ko) texted ung management ng callalily and ang sabi cancelled daw coz may problem with sm chuva... what!!!! before i leave i checked their YG first to make sure na meron nga then when i checked again nung nakauwi ko.. dun nawala na sa list ung sa sm... badtrip talaga. i hope that won't happen again kasi super dami callalista na pumunta dun just to watch tapos ganon ang makikita?! tsk tsk.

Mental Journey 8

2007-05-03T05:23:00.000-07:00

Day 8:

Praning. Ampucha.

last day of interaction. yey! finally... today nag socialization kami... parang small gathering with the patients. since its our last day... ung promise kong apple eh binigay ko na. good thing she didn't asked for anything else.

afterwards, i thought na ma didismiss kami ng early... amfufu.. pinaabot ng 1pm.heck

Mental Journey 7

2007-05-02T05:21:00.000-07:00

Day 7:

Memory Gap

uhm kalimutan ko talaga ano ginawa ngayon. memory gap?!

ah. we did newspaper reading. haha. how exciting. well basically all they have to do is to read the newspaper.. that's all.

Mental Journey 6

2007-04-30T23:34:00.001-07:00

Day 6:

" ayoko, may sumpong ako ngayon".

everyone's not feeling well. heck... lahat may sumpong. sh*t. kung pede lang di ko siya pansinin edi sana ginawa ko na...

and another palpak. well bawal talaga ang chocolates sa patients... nakaka trigger din kasi somehow... but my classmate brought chocolate cakes... my prof naman, no choice kasi sayang... so she just advised us not to give chocolates ngayong week coz mag sho-show na effect niya eh...

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Callalily

I watched callalily today at SM Dasma... my hands a little shaky, i wasn't able to take good pictures plus we're malayo from the stage...

ano naman kung spiderman 3 na sa may 1?!

2007-04-29T08:49:00.000-07:00

heck naman... kung kelan may pasok tsaka nag aaya... swimming dito... sine dun... ano naman kung di mapanood spiderman sa first day ng showing??? di naman kayo die-hard fans (0|0)?

Mental Journey 5

2007-04-27T20:59:00.000-07:00

Day 5:

First Come. First Serve. Simple lang di ba???

heck makikipag-away ka pa... super simpleng sentence... kung gusto mong makipag away sa 'min... harap harapan, hindi ung nagpaparinig... ano ka duwag???

super antok na naman ako today as usual, ung nap ko sa bus eh imbes na makatulong eh. bwisit. sumakit lalo ulo ko.

we did art and dance therapy. that means we have to teach na sumayaw... basics lang... then pinag drawing namin sila. medyo abstract and hindi maintindihan ung mga drawings nila :) but they have their own explanations naman.

at ung NPI ko daw... hindi therapeutic. nyahaha...

tomorrow i'll be watching callalily sa mall... since dun din naman daan ng bus namin... eh di manood na lang ako :)

Mental Journey 4

2007-04-26T07:10:00.000-07:00

Day 4:

The Party Animals

we did an activity today for the patients (music therapy and games). kakatuwa kasi some of them were able to sing along kahit mali mali lyrics. then we did games... buti naman di nag away away ung mga patients :) and they were all dancing like hell :D

walang exciting about this day... naubusan lang ako ng pera :(

i have to make my NPI pa today. heck. i never really had a serious conversation/interaction with her. puro "kumain ka na ba?", "kamusta tulog mo?", "ayusin mo pag toothbrush mo". heck. i have to make up stories again :(

Mental Journey 3

2007-04-25T19:00:00.000-07:00

Day 3:

Tagaytay (mis)adventure

we went to silang cavite today for a home visit. It went well and the patient's family were more than willing to answer questions (kasi some relatives talaga ayaw, tipong magtatanong ka saan nakatira family nito then sasabihin lumipat na tas un pala siya ung relative dinedeny lang). We finished early then we decided to go to tagaytay!yey!? Heck i've been there loads of time before. And wala pa ko dala money. And I was planning to sleep pagka uwi ko pa naman! Ayaw ko naman matawag na 'KJ'. Then my older classmate thought that we wanted to go to fantasy world kaya dun kami pumunta. Heck. As if makakapasok kami dun... Good thing i brought my cam na lang. Then we have to go back to look for a place to eat. Grabe rent lang ng table is P100 na. Sos.

Siguro nakauwi na kami mga 3 or 4pm na. Grabe im sooo exhausted na. Malamig sa tagaytay kaso nung pababa na kami ng silang biglang uminit!

but in the end... i still enjoyed it. yey.

"don't mix business with pleasure".

Mental Journey 2

2007-04-24T00:23:00.000-07:00

Day 2 :

... "kakabaliw makinig sa usapan ng mga baliw".

super ka nervous today... kasi we have to interact with the patients na... super cautious ka sa pagsasalita... di pede to... di pede 'yan... bawal magtanong ng "bakit" (ilang beses ata ko nagtanong ng bakit? eh :) basta.. bawal ma offend... ganon ganyan.

well... lets call my patient "gina" na lang... she's very nice naman... medyo "normal" na... natakot ako nung mabasa ko ung chart niya... kasi naninigaw at nambabato siya pag may sumpong... luckily... today behave siya. ehehe. in touch with reality nga... pero when in started talking to her... kung ano ano na sinasabi... kesyo ung iniisip daw niya eh nasa TV daw kagabi (walang tv dun)... good thing di pa nang hihingi ng kung ano ano... sa last day ko na lang siya bibigyan ng gift...

what's interesting about people like "gina" is that they'll remember everything you'll say (kaya bawal mag promise kasi hahanapin talaga nila un sa next day), they remember all the student nurses na na assign to them and they know what day ung activity na kelangan nila gawin... siguro kasi lagi na nila ginagawa un kaya ganon.

i won't be seeing her tomorrow kasi home visit kami... sa thursday balik namin... sabi niya "sa thursday balik ka ha" haaayyy.. yoko na nga bumalik... pero kelangan...

"mommy anne, mommy anne, penge kendi, penge kendi, mommy anne, mommy anne, penge kendi, penge kendi, penge kendi..."

buti di siya sa kin napunta :)

Mental Journey 1

2007-04-23T00:14:00.000-07:00

Day 1: ORIENTATION PHASE

i have to wake up at around 3 am in the morning just to make sure na di ko maiiwan ng bus.... bah.. mahirap ng mahuli.

btw. sa Cavite Center for Mental Health sa Trece ung duty namin.

anyways... we arrived there mga 5:40 am?? then usap usap.. madami other schools din andun... STI, St. Jo, St. Jude... ung iba ewan. sa harap pa lang makikita mo na sila... ung mga patient... amfufu. katakot...

after a while pinapasok kami sa ward ng male patients.. behave naman sila... medyo alam niyo na... mga mentally ill patients un... so kung ano ano sinasabi.

then sa female ward... grabe... wild talaga mga girls.. haha. ung others eh nakahubad... meron pa isa tinali kasi nagwawala... medyo malinis naman siya kahit paano...

then we went home mga 11 pm or 12 pm? not sure eh.

kabaliw.

2007-04-22T23:33:00.000-07:00

weh. katakot sa mental. baka maiwan ako :)

achu-chu.. congrats!!!

2007-04-20T05:55:00.000-07:00

hehe congrats sister graduate ka na...

super pagod yesterday coz after duty i have to go pa sa graduation ng sister ko sa picc...eh ang duty namin 'till 6pm so mga 7:30 na ata ko nakarating... then ung van na nasakyan ko eh sus! sa baclaran pa dumaan... tuloy i have to walk from ccp to picc. tsk tsk.

we ate at max's sa MOA afterwards.. sarap!

sana tuloy callalily this april 30!

uyyy san ka nakatingin??!! nyahaha!

nyahaha...

2007-04-17T09:13:00.000-07:00

i was listening to jam 88.3 and they played this funny and very opposite version of james blunt's "you're beautiful'... well... here's the lyrics.

You're Pitiful
Weird Al Yankovic

My life is brilliant...
What, was I too early? Oh, sorry. Should I...Do you wanna start over? Or, keep going?
Okay, now? Now?

My life is brilliant
Your life's a joke
You're just pathetic
You're always broke

Your homemade Star Trek uniform
really ain't impressin' me
You're sufferin' from delusions of
Adequicy

You're Pitiful (X3) It's true

Never had a date
That ya couldn't inflate
And ya smell repulsive too
What a bummer bein' you

Well ya just can't dance
And forget romance
Everybody you know still calls ya
Farty Pants
:
But you always have a job well I mean

As long as you still can work that slurpie machine

You're Pitiful (X3) It's true

You're half undressed
Eatin' chips of your chest
While you're playin' Halo 2
No one's classier than you

Lalala la
Lalala la
Lalala la Loser

You're Pitiful (X3) It's true

Your dog would much rather
Play fetch by itself

You still live with your Mom and you're 42

Guess you'll never grow a clue
When it just sucks to be you

gising. kain. tulog.

2007-04-17T08:44:00.000-07:00

grabe! super init! dapat yata ngaun kami nag bakasyon eh. siguro kung ngayon nga eh wala talaga ko pakialam kung mangitim ako to the max! i just wanna be on the beach! (again?!)

supposedly dapat punta na ko dentist today para matanggal na 'tong braces ko (malapit na kong maging brace-free!) haha. kaso katamad lumabas ng house sa sobrang init. katamad sa house... ka boring... pero pag may lakad naman ako or nasa duty gusto ko naman umuwi agad! kaloka.

sa thursday duty na naman... iniisip ko pa lang naiinis na ko. nakatunganga na naman... swerte lang last week nakakuha ng case. ung lang. swerte ko pag sa other groups sumama kesa sa group ko... nakakakuha ko ng case agad. hehe

masipag naman ko ngaung gumawa ng layout... In case nasa isa ko kayong blog (gracecalazan) try visiting my other blog (grace-calazan) para makita nyo... Ung isa kasi eh downloaded lang and ung previous layout ko na callalily is not working well so i changed it but i will be making another callalily layout... Hale themed ako ngaun... Haha. Inspired! Nakita lang ulit si champ eh... Pati friendster and multiply din puro Hale! Aba aba!

10 reasons why i hate nursing...

2007-04-14T08:42:00.000-07:00

1. The BIG/Heavy Books

- What the heck?! I never thought studying could be this heavy! I have to bring this super big books ala Webster’s dictionary everyday...

2. The Hospital duties

- At first I was sooo excited about it… but when you’re already doing it… geez. And the sked! You’ll be going home at 2pm and then you’re going back 10 pm on the same day! Sh*t. and how about 24 hrs duty!

3. The Smell (the hospital smell)

- You know the smell… kids are afraid of that smell. Heck. Even me. Alcohol… medicines… yey. Especially in public hospitals where patients don’t usually care how they smell and don’t usually take a bath coz they don’t-feel-like-taking-a-bath. Grrr..

4. The Medical Terms

- Honestly, I don’t really remember lots of them… only the basics and a few complicated ones. I try to remember them really… it’s hard. Especially the diseases… the scientific ones… heck. And I don’t even know their definitions.

5. The Drugs

- Like those in the commercials… Dextromethorphan Hydrobromide: Robitussin… heck… you have to memorize them all! Even their classifications, what they’re for and side effects!

6. The C.I’s

- Except for those who you really get along well. Some you’d love to hate… super toxic!

7. My Grades

- Heck I have to include this. I’m not really happy with my grades… of course I don’t really study hard and sometimes I don’t really care. It’s my fault I know.

8. The Summer Classes

- Instead of relaxing from a very long grueling semesters… heck you don’t even have a summer break to enjoy! Well I’m pretty lucky this year coz I was able to have a vacation even for just a week. But I’ve been doing summer classes since I was in first year College!

9. Miscellaneous
- I don’t know where to include them so I’ll just put them here… uhhmmm??? What else… break times during lectures? They’ll be giving you 10 mins break but then … “10 min break then we’ll be having our quiz after that…” heck! Para san ang break if you’ll just spend it on studying?!

To make things clear… I’m not discouraging anyone here… that’s the simple truth… nursing’s not a joke… its difficult just like any other courses and you should think about it before you take the course… not just dahil its in demand… and sa laki ng salary if ever… but I have lots of classmates before who didn’t make it… coz you have to maintain a certain grade and nagtatanggal sila every semesters… so for example 8 sections ng 1st year… by 3rd yr or 4th 5 sections na lang… I kinda regret taking up nursing course… well its really my plan to take nursing… but things change ‘ika nga :) but still I’m hoping na I’ll pass board exams (2 semester to go!) and work here (I don’t really have plans working abroad) if my dad allowed me too which is very impossible but still my fingers are crossed.

HALE

2007-04-12T08:41:00.000-07:00

...ansaya...

di ko alam ung ibang song na kinanta nila... but still... enjoy! galeng mag drums ni omnie... and as usual... ang cute ni champ...

what a boring day ngayon... heck. duty na naman. fortunately, nakbingwit ng case... arrgghhh... nag- ie ako. super sh*t! my hands were shaking to the max... heck. nag iinjection ako na super nginig ang kamay ko.. i dont know why! i'm not that nervous... i think my hands lang. haha todo deny! pati IV buti tama...

sunburned!

2007-04-10T08:40:00.000-07:00

yeah! im home. finally! so exhausted from the trip. grabe. but its all worth it! i enjoy my 1 week vacation. yep. we spend the holy week sa province....yey! after two years! kain tulog without guilt! haha. i think tumaba ko??? haha. okay lang. my grandparents are the nicest of all... i saw my lola who just survived stroke for the second time and she's really doing well. she looks healthy naman... pero ung left side nya mahina... basta.... my lolo too... they're old but still very healthy.

beach!!!! eventhough i was so damn careful na hindi mangitim... (di nga ko nangitim) ehehe... i still enjoyed it naman... i was with my cute cousins... my lola who got sleepy na and had to go home early... my mom and dad... my titas and tito... a neighbor... dami??? hehe. di naman crowded ung beach... kasi super early kami pumunta. and super clean din! enjoy! yey!!!

creepy lang everynight coz sobrang dilim and tahimik.

well... tomorrow's freaking school again.... heck.

i'll be watching hale this thursday. i hope na walang duty or atleast 8 hrs duty lang... hello!!!! tagal ko na sila di napapanood... wawa naman ko :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY...

2007-02-07T08:39:00.000-08:00

... to me!

heck i'm 19 already...ahhh!!!!

cuteness!!!

2007-01-30T23:40:00.000-08:00

oh lala... haha!

kewl!

2007-01-11T02:59:00.001-08:00

heck. ang bata bata mo pa ang arte mo na agad. pano pa kung tumanda ka na?! hala.

grabe. sumakit na naman ulo ko kanina s duty. Natural lang naman. It always happens every 1st day ng duty. Crap! sa nursery ako na assign. kulang na lang maglatag ako ng banig at matulog. sobrang walang ginagawa. ayos lang sana! kaso di ako pinapayagan lumabas ng nursery..grabe. sobrang bagooooot na 'ko. wala pa makausap. Alangan naman kausapin ko ung mga babies.

Nakatulog na naman ako ng super haba this afternoon. Nap lang sana. Hehe.

Nakakainis ch.2!! Bwish*t sila! Dati enganyong-enganyo ko manood ng princess hours everynight kasi 1 hr ung show then nung nagdagdag sila ng isa pang crappy show na super cliche and super laspag na ang story na nagawa na siguro dati pa iniba lang ang title and mga artista na i think na di naman for telenovelas ang arte (opinion ko lang.naiinis talaga ko!) eh naging 15 mins na lang ang princess hours! Tapos 11pm pa! Grabe! Kahapon super sandali lang ng show. Di pa nga pinakikita ung thought ng episode, hala! Tapos na agad. Di ba nila alam un?! Puro pa-commercial na lang. Anyways... May binebenta na na dvd ng princess hours kaso nga lang pirated. And i bet marami na nakatapos nun. Sino nga naman mag-aantay 'til 11pm tapos 15 mins lang (ako.hehe) ayoko talaga tapusin kasi gusto ko everynight sa ch.2. Pero sa ginawa nila. Nako! Sori talaga. Wala kasi talaga kwenta.

Super mababaw talaga ko. Haha!

Kabaliw.Kapagod.Kainis!

2007-01-06T02:59:00.000-08:00

hay grabe. super kapagod ngaung araw. kasi naman namin pumunta kami ng kalaw para s thesis/lakwatsya namin. haha. muntik na kami kainin ng nat'l library...kumakain daw ng tanga dun. hehe. kasi naman first time namin na pumunta dun. then super strict pa and super init! kaya pala wala masyado pumunta dun. wala din naman kami masyado napala kasi in the end we decided na i-change ung title again ng thesis namin. un kaya we have to make new intro again!

may nabasa ko book. ang ganda. tagalog cya. kwento ng kung ano-ano. pampatawa ng mga pinoy. kaaliw basahin kasi nakakatawa nga. eto ung title: Manwal sa Napapagal ni Eros Atalia

and i really want to watch the pyro olympics! Grabe! Hanggang dito eh naririnig ko ung dagundong ng fireworks.
Super hi-tech na din ng toys ngaun... especialy ung mga for kids. nung bata ko ung mga childhood friends ko eh kuntento na sa tex, trumpo, then holens...ngaun ata eh pag binigyan mo ng ganun eh itatapon na lang.
Heck. Duty pa pala sa monday.

I passed nga pala sa prelims sa NCM102. Dalawa lang kami pumasa. Ewan ko ba. Di naman sa pagmamayabang... minsan lang 'to. ewan. basta may times na i know na i pass.. then pag tinatawag na ung names ng passers..naiisip ko na lang na ako na ung tatawagin kahit not sure if i pass..tapos un...tinatawag talaga ko. promise! many times na nangyayari un. like un s micro namin before. i think nakwento ka na. same thing din. ung mga 10 na pumasa. i know then talagang iniisip ko na tatawagin ako,un ulit,eventhough i dunno if i passed the exam..tinatawag talaga ko. weirdo talaga! promise! no joke. fighting spirit nga daw tawag dun ata. Minsan nakakainis din kapag pumasa ka. Kinakantyawan ka ng classmates mo. Pero ayos na un kesa bagsak.

Sobrang toxic na naman sa duty. Walang ginagawa… pero toxic! Very strict hospital. Kainis. Unlike ung una naming OR duty na pede kami matulog… this time ni upuan sa OR, wala! Grrr! Pinagbabayad na kami sa katamaran namin noon! Haha. And now I have to review again kasi ung na- observe namin kanina eh talagang solo. No one will help us dun. Medyo may pagka arogante ang mga staff dun especially the doctors, eh ayoko naman syempre masabihan ng tanga! Sana nursery lang ako, para puro cord care and bath lang ng baby :) kasi naman nilipat pa kami! Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!! *%@$%*

New year aftershock

2006-12-31T22:18:00.001-08:00

Jan 1 na!hehe. This newyear's a bit different from past new years namin..di ko man lang alam na ung family ko eh balak mag new year sa bahay ng relatives namin. Iba din kasi ung kapitbahay namin na super magpaputok eh medyo konti na lang ngaun...Iba din kasi sunday ngaun and i have to go to church muna eh ni isang pagkain eh wala ako naitulong na lutuin...Iba din kasi di kami bumili ng kahit anong fireworks man lang..but still, as always naman eh super special and super happy ako ngaung new year. Kaasar nga lang kasi i was not able to greet all my friends kasi hirap magsend...pero ngaung afternoon naman eh i'll make sure na mabati ko silang lahat.

Pumunta kami sa hauz ng tita ko around 12:30 na kasi medyo katakot pa maglakad nun kasi sobrang lapit lang naman ng hauz nila sa amin...then nanood pa kami ng movie before that...Un kain ulit,pero di na ko masyado kasi super busog na talaga ako., mga around 1am napagtripan ng mga insan ko magpaputok...haha.Wala na tao sa labas puro nag vi-videoke na... Ung fountain eh sobrang tagal bago nasindian..mas matagal pa ung effort masindihan kesa dun sa tagal ng fountain..Antok na rin ako nun, mga 2:30 na ata kami nakauwi nun tapos i have to wash the dishes pa...asar!

well...364 days to go ulit bago magnew year ulit... 1 day before school again.. and a couple of months before my bday!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2006-12-31T03:59:00.000-08:00

what a great year for our family. And i'm really thankful bcoz we're all still together. Parang yesterday lng ung last new year '06 ah! And everytime n new year eh sobrang excited ako... I really looove holidays! bakit??Of course, dahil s food & fireworks!hehe. Pero kelangan ko muna maghinay-hinay... Kc nmn! Tumataba na ko!haha. Hate ko talaga mag diet...kso i really have to watch my weight! Its not that im afraid to gain weight... Kaso ung school uniforms ko! Baka di na mag-fit sa 'kin!hehe... 2 more semesters na lang this coming year and sooobrang sayang naman if bibili pa ko. Bah! Thesis na! And thesis means GASTOS, and kelangan ko pa mag share para sa bill ng internet. Wala na ko money for myself naman... :(

Ang dami ko talagang hinihintay na mangyari this coming year... Cyempre birthday ko na! Weee! 19 na ko!? sabi ni mama, 'grace, 19 ka na!?!' grabe naman..parang indi makapaniwala na 19 na 'ko. Isip bata ba? Hehe. Eh mga kasama ko sa church eh 'ate' na tawag sa 'kin, eh sobrang ayaw ko ng ganon. Feb 7 pa pero may wish na ko!haha..wish ko naman 'to every year..Sana maging 10 or 11 y/o ulit ako or kaya naman 19 na rin pero w/o responsibilities...!

and HP5 movie! July 13 pa...sandali na lang un!and cyempre ung BOOK 7..dunno if im excited..well ofcourse i am...kaso to think na last na part na un ng series! Last! Laaast! What will happen na after that? No more hp book to look forward to. Ofcourse there's still the movie, pero alam mo na mangyayari dun... gusto lang talaga makita in action.. hmm, i guess kelangan ko na lang namnamin ng sobra etong last 7 mos waiting moments ko (unless mag decide si rowling na dagdagan ung series ;D) sana may new series ulit si rowling after hp...grabe! Sobrang bookworm/hp freakazoid talaga ko!

And sana...sana! tuloy-tuloy na ko sa 4th year...hanggang ngayon di pa rin ako sure kung eto talaga gusto ko...nandito na eh! may magagawa pa ba ko?! haha. but i see naman myself na someday na 'nurse' na ko... and promise! as in!pag may chance na ko to choose what hospital...or even what country na gusto ko mag work! prooomise!sa KOREA talaga ko pupunta! even if i have to study their language! na- aamaze talaga ko s culture nila...cyempre fan na rin ako somehow ng korean shows (only the good ones). and hahanapin ko lahat ng crushes ko dun.

and speaking of crushes and korean shows...hehe. eto na naman ako..grabe..!since nag-end n my girl and si nico eh wala na ko mapanood na kahit ano na naman s tv! hmp!sakura na lang every morning then basketball na kahit replay eh pinapanood ko na rin... hehe. buti naman nag- add na ng new show naman ang channels s 'pinas!hehe.Princess hours!ang cuuuute ni troy! haha. i like his hair! atleast i have something to look forward to watch everynight other than oprah naman. kasi naman wala kami cable kasi inuna muna internet.

btw...before i forgot na pang new year etong post ko and before pa humaba ng sobra... i remembered last night na i made a list pala of my so-called "new year's resolution" last year that i promised na gagawin ko.heck. as usual i totally ignored it again. crap. im not gonna make a new one since i know to myself na it would take me years to achieve a single damn resolution na kahit super simple eh wala talaga. so i decided na lang na un na lang list ko 'forever' until ma-achieve ko...kahit ung iba eh ngaung college lang. eh aminado naman na ko na ung iba eh kakaiba at medyo di kaya ng powers ko.kahit na ba..un nga ang tinatawag ng 'dream'.wahaha. biruin mo!? to meet tom cruise daw?

-learn to drive.
-learn different language.
-learn to play bass guitar & drums,
-be a nurse :).
-become a dean's lister (I'm still working on it).
-be a scholar.
-travel around the world.
-be a part of a movie.
-have an article published.
-be a part of a band.
-write a novel.
-mountain climbing.
-be a varsity player.
-be a part of a basketball team.
-meet daniel radcliffe, tom cruise, keannu reeves, bratt pitt, ORLANDO BLOOM, ashton kutcher etc.
-be a hollywood star (nah, just kiddin')
-study at UP
-be a professor (im gonna be a damn good/cool professor if ever :)

my new year's resolution?? ( i swear im gonna stick to my list)

-stop being a school bukol (my skul-bukol days are almost over!)
-study harder, work harder.
-sleep earlier.
-save more money.
-read more books.
-stop being so magastos

basta i wish na sana this '07 will be a great year for all of us...more great opportunities (and less responsibilities for me ;D) and blessings. more power to opm bands (na sobrang kinahiligan ko since lumabas ang bamboo), basketball players, animators (hope they'll make another final fantasy movie) and everyone na rin. And im also hoping to see hale (i miss champ!), bamboo, kjwan, callalily, imago, sandwich, hilera, rivermaya, mojofly and dicta license. And sana naman eh mag tour ang MCR & panic! at the disco dito no...

and ofcouse... WORLD PEACE (awww! ;)

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

harry potter and the deathly hallows???

2006-12-22T02:27:00.001-08:00

cant believe na un ang title, its not im against it, pero parang di ata bagay. hehe. but still, i cant wait na!!!! wahhh... na- aaning talaga ako pag hp pinaguusapan. haha.

well they're saying na baka july 7 ng next year ilabas ung book, my significance kasi ung date and ung number 7, (07-07-07), ung mga readers ng book alam 'yan, but baka mapostponed kasi ung movie is on july 13th naman, eh di ata pwede sabay or masyadong magkalapit ung release dates, for some reason, kaya baka later than july 7 :)

un lang. hehe.

Continuous Losers and Failure Forecasters

2006-09-26T02:52:00.000-07:00

Why do people act as if they know everything tapos they don’t know anything at all pala? Clueless. Utos ng utos, kala mo kung sino. Kala nila madali. Kala nila ganon lang. Feeling leader, feeling gifted… basta. Losers talaga kayo. Asar. Nagpapaka superior, di naman. Kaya lalo walang nakikinig. Experts sa paggamit ng defense mechanism, nagmamagaling para di mapansin na walang idea, na di magaling. Sos. Try niyo sometimes sa place namin, para maranasan niyo din na di lang ganon ‘yon. Magbasa at mag-aral na lang kayo ng NCM. Okay???

Im so tired again. Everynight since last Monday or Tuesday ata puro 8pm na lang uwi ko. Ibis na 5pm. Puro na lang practice. Grr. Dapat ngaung year ko na ‘to wala ng practices. Susmaryosep. 3rd yr college na kami, ginagawa niyo pa kaming highschool. Hindi kami ipapasa ng play na ‘yan sa board exam. Last Sunday supposedly may practice kami but I decided not to go, coz it’s my only resting day! Goooosssshhhhh. And I still have to go to church that day. And I won’t ever sacrifice ang church duties ko sa **** na practice na ‘yan.

And sobrang kainis din ‘tong pc namin. Since na reformat kasi because of virus. Sobrang bumagal na… pati internet. Sos. Wala ng kinaganda. Nasira pa tv namin. Grrr.. di ako nakanood ng PDA. Nung nagawa pa ung tv, natanggal na pala si JUN. Grrrrr…… malas. (!!!)

Sobrang toxic din nung last duty ko. We were assigned sa E.R. nung first 3 or 4 hrs. ata medyo ayos pa. Paupo-upo lang kami, btw, 2 lang kami assigned nun, then I think after lunch dun na nagdagsaan. Emergency talaga. Dehydrated ata ung isa. I think 1 yr or 2 yrs old ata ung bata. And unfortunately medyo no budget ung parents so they have to transfer the kid to a public hospital but of course nilagayan din naman nila ng swero somehow ung bata. Kahit libre na lang. Then the other one naman hypertensive, nahimatay ata tapos suka ng suka, good thing di ako na assigned sa kanya. Kasi as in talaga suka ng suka. Then every 15mins mag bb-p pa. Haha. ligtas na naman.

Hay pati epal (sorry for the word) na profs nakikisabay. Isn’t it obvious that were too busy to study for quizzes ng minor subjects. Then magpapa long quiz pa eh may projects na nga. Hmp. Patayin niyo na lang kami. Konting consideration naman.

Sobrang mareklamo ko talaga. Ganyan ang nagagawa ng puyat, di na nga regular ang sleeps ko.

Kamote: The musical Fruit…

2006-09-24T02:51:00.000-07:00

… the more you eat, the more you utot.

I’ll never eat kamote again. Ever!

Sobrang panget ng araw ko today. And I hate it!!! Grrrr..

Btw. Sobrang tagal ko na di nakapagpost. Eto kasig super “hi-tech” computer namin eh, ancient na nga, pinasukan pa ng virus. So lahat ng files ko nawala. Pati ung mga layouts ko din… bwisit.

And I had a very enjoyable night last Friday.. I watched a concert sa school namin, and only a few people came to watch (not that few naman) so sobrang saya lang kasi di masyado crowded. Haha. I was sick that time, sobrang uhugin ako. Grabe. Then may duty kami nung morning so medyo halos isumpa ko na ung ilong ko. So I decided nung afternoon na magpahinga muna, lahat na ng alam kong gamot for cough and cold ininum ko na.. Tylenol, neozep, Gatorade, lahat –lahat na umayos lang pakiramdam ko. Kasi pag nagkasakit naman ako, naman, make-up duty tapos worse, di ko makikita si Ali!!! Grrr.. the good thing is medyo effective ung ginawa ko. Buti walang naging side effects. Haha. anyway I was surprised din dahil mas nagwapuhan ako kay Macoy. Nyahaha. But still.. gwapo talaga ang galeng mag drums ni ALI J. And isa pang nakakatuwa… napaka entertaining nakakatuwa mag perform ang Orange and Lemons.. hindi nakakaboring. Pati si Top… galeng. Kinanta nya halos mga songs niya nung nasa freestyle pa siya before. Very entertaining din. Fun to watch J and sobrang behave ng audience.. kaya enjoy.

And we’re back sa hospital duty! Whew. Thank God tapos na community. Di kaya ng powers ko ang init. But still, ma- mimiss ko somehow lahat ng naging kakilala ko ‘dun. Ang babait nilang lahat J pero ‘yoko parin talaga kahit anong mangyari, bumalik dun J wahaha.

Nabawasan na rin problema ko somehow. I was able to pass na this time sa ncm… 5 points! Wow. Now I know the secret! Bwahaha!

Sobrang dukha ko naman nagyon. Wala. As in wala. Simooottt ang pera to the max. grabe. Wala na ko social life (as if nag exist pa yang ‘social life’ before sa ‘kin) nyahaha…

crap

2006-08-29T01:09:00.000-07:00

crap

2006-08-29T00:53:00.000-07:00

hell.. examination week again. good thing there's no school tomorrow,i can finally rest and sleep all day. im so tired today, dunno why really.

i made a new layout again. nyahaha.

my feet still hurts. arrgghh. and my dad's sick so no one will make masahe for me, so sad. i think i'll just drink coffee. and i ate balot by the way this afternoon. (so whatt?)

can't wait to see ali alejandro :)

hayyy im so bangag today.

just wanna share to you this very beautiful song...

Baby I Love Your Way by MiG Ayesa

Shadows grow so long before my eyes
And they're moving across the page
Suddenly the day turns into night
Far away from the city
But don't hesitate 'cuz your love won't wait
Ooh baby I love your way (everyday)
Wanna tell you I love your way
Wanna be with you night and day
Moon appears to shine and light the sky
With the help of some fireflies
I wonder how they have the power to shine, shine, shine
I can see them under the pine
But don't hesitate'cuz your love won't wait
Ooh baby I love your way (everyday)
Wanna tell you I love your way
Wanna be with you night and day
But don't hesitate'cuz your love won't wait
I can see the sunset in your eyes
Brown and grey and blue besides
Clouds are stalking islands in the sun
I wish I could buy one out of season
But don't hesitate'cuz your love won't wait
Ooh baby I love your way (everyday)
Wanna tell you I love your way
Wanna be with you night and day
Ooh baby I love your way (everyday)
Wanna tell you I love your way
Wanna be with you night and day

sos

2006-08-25T02:34:00.000-07:00

yoko na mag duty sa community. yaw ko na talaga. superduper init pa. disaster tong araw na 'to. akala 'till 12 lang kami like yesterday, then di pa toxic kasi 15 patients lang. tapos nung mag 12 nagsabi ng home visit, ako naman kala ko 1 or 2 houses lang, un na sandamukal bibisitahin. ung iba hinanap pa. 2 hrs ata kami naglakad, walang upuan! grr (di exaggerated un. totoo talaga. swear) ung midwife naman kasi na kasama namin kilala ata buong mamamayan ng imus, bawat bahay may ka chika. grrr. ang sakit sakit na ng paa ko tapos ang layo pa ng byahe pauwi. grrr....

eto pa... pauwi namin nakasalubong namin ung van na service namin before nung nasa bautista hosp pa kami. akala ko naman swerte na sumemplang pa. ung mga nakasakay pa lang classmates ko eh inadvice na mag antibiotic kasi ung nurse na instructor namin dun sa hospital eh pumunta pala sa gentri na may namatay na may meningo. grrrrr.. ang mga loko talaga. nandamay pa. so i have to take antibiotics pa for 3 days para sure. sos. buti mura lang antibiotic. mahirap ng magka meningo. leche.

the fat and the furious

2006-08-21T02:32:00.000-07:00

wala na naman pasok! wahaha. katamaran talaga :0) wala din naman ako ginawa today. except tumulong sa bahay. hekhek. namomoblema na naman sa grades. huhu.

anywaysssss... di natuloy si enchanted kingdom... so nag dinner na lang sa max's nung gabi. sakit ng tyan ko. dami nakain. haha. tumtaba na naman daw ako?! hmp. mukha lang.

hay. toxic. tsk. tsk.

2006-08-12T03:22:00.000-07:00

: doc, saksakan mo na ko na anesthesia
: kanina ka pa nalagyan, dapat kasi natutulog ka na
: ang sakit sakit pa kasi
: talagang masakit 'yan, kung di ka pa nalagyan ng anesthesia edi kumaripas ka na sa takbo sa sakit nyan.

haha. si doktora talaga oh. maloko.

hay sa sobrang dami ng pwedeng magyari sa 'kin sa first assist ko sa OR... ung mahilo at halos himatayin pa. grrrr.. just when i wanted na maging okay lahat dun pa minalas... di naman ako usually nahihilo na ganon. sa loob pa ng OR!!!! eto pa kanina...sobrang kulet nung babaeng manganganak kanina... grrr.... ang arte sobra. alam ko naman masakit 'yan eh... di na kelangan ulitin pa, paulit ulit gustong magpasaksak ng anesthesia, eh isang gallon na ata nilagay sa'yo gising ka pa. ang tindi mo ah. walang epek anesthesia sa'yo. etong si ma'am naman gusto pa kong ihabol sa cs... halos mamatay na nga ko last time.

sa susunod balik na naman sa school, kakatamad.

dramahan part 2

2006-08-01T04:45:00.000-07:00

hay grabe. i dont know what i did para bumagsak ako sa major subject. sobrang nakapagtataka talaga kasi. i passed the prelim exams naman tapos still bumagsak ako. grrr. kainis. lesson learned na naman ako. and just when i wanted badly na humabol. eto naman nagkasakit naman ako. pesteng bagyo 'yan. im not feeling really well the whole day. sobrang sakit ng katawan ko. then my cough pa. and to think may duty kami this thursday.. hay parang mamamatay na ata ako.

and i hate talaga mg duty every night. sobraaang toxic. and ung last day namin, i think friday un, sumabay naman ung headache ko, grrr mga 4pm ata gusto ko nang umuwi agad. good thing maaga kami pinauwi nun. ay grabe. hell talaga.. i think na kakarma na ata ko sa sobrang katamaran ko.

i cant afford to fail talaga sa perps. i have nowhere else to go if ever, grrr... now i need to pass all the quizzes to make sure na mataas grades ko. huhu. prayers naman dyan for me :(

arraaayyyy

2006-07-13T04:40:00.000-07:00

start na ng hosp. duty namin today. wala naman masyado ginawa. orientation lang muna, (sa salamanca pala ung hosp. sa cavite city) nag tour around lang muna kami (as if ang laki ng area) then na meet ung mga patients. grabe. parang mga di naliligo (sorry God) tapos lahat sila parang namamasyal sa hospital, puro palakad lakad. di mapirmi sa isang lugar >: of course sobrang kabado din naman ako... pero hindi ung tipo na walang alam kaya ninenerbyos, but ung tipong hindi ako marunong makbagay... di naman ako ganon ka sociable na tao. eh pano kung tarayan ako nung mga un?! and mabuti naman at mabait si ma'am , di masyado strict.

here's the problem pa... walang place for us to eat. grrr... ung parang tambayan namin dun. sakto paglabas ng ward dun na. eh ang dumi dun. and ung mga tao pa pinagtitnginan ka.. pra bang alien ka na galing sa ibang planeta, nakahiya kaya nun.

and im soooo excited about sa 3-11 shift namin... hehe. wala lang... parang mas maganda pag gabi... and to think malapit pala sa Padis point.. haha as if naman :)

and eto pa ang nakakatawa. our c.i told us na minsan magpaka security guard daw kami paminsan kasi ung ibang patient daw eh tumatakas. siyempre di naman lahat ng andun may pambayad, kaya kelangan daw bantayan. may term pa nga siya dun eh nakalimutan ko lang. nung sinabi nya akala ko gamot kasi may pagka scientific ung name ;) ayoko naman na ako magbayad ng bills nun no. kaya sasabihin daw talaga sa min kung sino daw ung mga may balak na tumakas. eh pag sa 'kin napunta un hahabulin ko tlaga.

soobraaangggg sakiiiittt ng katawwaaaann koooo. grabe. napagod ata sa byahe.... magkaka varicous veins na ata ko sa paa sa sobraaaanggg taagggaal na nakaupo.

malas naman.

2006-07-06T04:37:00.000-07:00

ang potek... anong oras na kami pinauwi today.. sobrang pagod na then gutom pa. grrr. kala ko naman kasi half day lang for today. tapos un pala >:
tapos nag exam pa today... another GRRRR!!! ung kasama pa sa test di ko pa masyado natandaan...

next thursday na duty. kainis ung mga hospital inside cavite lang wala man lang lumabas ng cavite. kahit las pinas man lang. talaga naman o.

grabe sobrang na mimiss ko na manood ng cine. lately puro sa bahay na lang. iba kasi pag big screen eh. tapos IMAX pa. diba???

tsaka pala. i watched memoirs of a geisha i think last week pa. ang ganda sobra. ang ung main character. can't remeber her name eh, sobrang ganda :) and also underworld maganda ung effects din.

i miss HALE na sobra!!! tagal na since ung last na napanood kong gig nila... too bad, lalong busy ako ngayon.

new layout

2006-06-30T07:31:00.000-07:00

decided to make a new lay-out again!baket?! im just soo inspired to make one. :) right now im sooo into Lee Jun Ki.. in case you guys are wondering who Lee Jun Ki is... he's a korean actor who plays NICO in ch2's MY GIRL. sobrang na kukyutan lang ako sa kanya. hehe. basta if u wanna see him... tune in lang kau 9:30-ish ng gabi, ch2.

nothing much happened this past few days... as usual.. school again.. nagpamedical ako today sa uphmc sa laspinas... sabi kailangan daw before hospital duty so no choice, kahit sooobrang mahal. mag s-start na kasi duty next thursday. nakakaexcite tuloy.

tsaka pala.. i lost my fone.. i guess last weeks pa... kaya sorry dun sa mga nagttxt sa kin. :)

surbey

2006-05-19T10:59:00.000-07:00

Grace, you're a Master Wizard!
When it comes to Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, you're a star! From Harry's Firebolt to the Hungarian Horntail, you're no mere Muggle.

Whether you've seen all the films more times than you can count or you've just got a great memory, you know your way around this enchanting world of witchcraft and wizardry. And one thing's for sure — your knowledge of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire is nothing short of magical!

Grace, your music match is a Cool Indie Songstress
Are you happy now? We hope so! Like your music match Michelle Branch, you've got a calm and collected way about you that usually makes people think of you as mature. It doesn't hurt that you're also a smarty.

Grace, your red carpet match is Scarlett Johansson
Katherine Hepburn, Ava Gardner, Jean Harlow. Scarlett Johansson's well on her way to making the list. And like these glamorous icons, your look should channel Old Hollywood — gorgeous yet graceful and never short on making a memorable statement.

Grace, your celebrity soul mate is someone who's Cute
Your natural, no nonsense approach to life is like a breath of fresh air in the hoopla of Hollywood. A sweetheart like you would be best matched with a celeb who's as down-to-earth as you are. Someone who is cute and fun to be around is what it'll take to make your heart go pitter-patter. A cutie pie like Orlando Bloom is just what the love doctor ordered for you.

haha.. tamang tama kapapanood ko lang ng KINGDOM OF HEAVEN last tuesday :)

strawberry fields and a blue sky waiting tomorrow...

2006-05-09T09:55:00.000-07:00

i wont be able to blog for while... i have to focus now and make sure i'll make it sa 3rd yr. 1st sem... i came to realize that im failing my quizzes, i don't listen to lectures, and i don't even take notes, i need to motivate myself to study harder because im a 3rd yr nursing student and malapit na grumaduate if ever.

and pharmocology sucks! i hate it. i cant seem to remember all these drug names and what they're for. i dont know where to start studying, what to memorize, and i realllyy have to use mnemonic to be able to memorize all.

disapointed lahat ng profs namin samin... WE are all failing our exams... and it seems like we don't care coz we still manage to laugh and joke about our failing quizzes ... well we CARE of corz, tinatago lang namin ung inis. and sobrang nakakahiya din nman sa kanila... kasi lumalabas na di sila magaling magturo.. arrghhh

professors are stressors!!!

nasa point na ko na sobrang nahihirapan na sa studies... before i used to think na madali lang pala nursing coz i was able to pass all subjects naman... and right now i think ,medyo tagilid ng konti... but i think kaya ko naman...palakasan lang 'yan ng fighting spirit.

and all i have to do now is to study harder and pray.

photocopy

2006-05-03T23:58:00.000-07:00

i love sandwich's song "photocopy" and correct me if im wrong... si mong ata sumulat nun..haha.. and i just noticed si mong pala kasama sa commercial ng smart or pldt ata un? hehe basta the one na kasama din si lougee ng mojofly... naka yellow shirt si mong nun.. di lang agad ma notice :D

and ung song din Christian Bautista... grrr. ang ganda... and si christian gwapo din :D

so glad din coz i got 86% para sa midterms ng RLE.. woohoo!! at least i know that i have a BIG chance na makasama sa cupping this june. nyahaha. confident ba??

and i almoooossst flunk microbiology... when my prof said that only 18 students passed... grrr... i know kasama ko sa bumagsak... biruin mo naman.. halos lahat ng quizzes ko puro 70% below... as in no chance talaga... but ung midterm exam ko naman is okay... so nung inanounce na ung mga pumasa... talagang hoping for the best pa 'din kahit sobrang hopeless.... and then un.. #18.... calazan.

wohooo!!!!

i just have to maintain na lang.. im not naman the kind of student na nakikipag- compete... pumasa lang aus na...

ciao!

pbb teen

2006-05-03T11:43:00.000-07:00

i missed 2 episode na ng PBB.. ewan ko ba... ung una tinamad ako manood, then kanina i went to church kaya ko na miss again... pero ok lng, ang dami pang araw na pede manood :D

so.. no school again tommorow till friday... tsk tsk.. sana sinagad na hanggang saturday. ano ba 'yan.

and we watched sleepy hollow for the secon time na... sobrang cool and ganda kasi ng movie kaya gandang ulit- ulitin ;D

and i changed my lay-out again. sobrang loooove ko na talaga final fantasy :)

naman!

2006-04-27T04:37:00.000-07:00

na realize ko lang na sobrang borinnggg ng buhay.. almost all ng nababasa kong blog eh all about summer xperiences... grr... puro na lang beach... huhu...

buong summer ko,, i stayed sa house... house or school..kasi we have summer classes pa... so puro aral na lang.. like i said before... no beach no mall.. no fun...

but i think all my hardwork paid off... mataas nakuha kong grade this midterm exam... im very proud of my self :D nyahaha.

this saturday may swi-swimming family ko... di naman ako makakasama kasi......

my class ako.

welcome to my second home...

2006-04-27T03:41:00.000-07:00

walang magawa...sobra so i created another blog again.. na inspire ako dun sa movie na napanood ko... final fantasy advent children... sobrang cool kasi so i decided to make a new one... un lang. :D